No Matter What

In between the experience and it’s lessons,
Many things get filled.
Distraction.
Delusion.

Arrogance.

Apathy.

Till one day you get tired of the old games.

In the space between No and Yes,

A lifetime passes by

Filled with..

Self fulfilled prophecies.

Other peoples Voices

Fears.

Illusion of comfort zones.

Till one day you decide to stand at the edge of a cliff and scream your Truth

In the self imposed dilemma between choices

There is..

Suspended animation

Stagnation

Slow death

Dozens of diary pages filled with "What If’s…"

Till the unadulterated clarity of your being, dissolves the illusion of choice.

Did you really believe that you could withstand

the light of your own being ?

That you would gather enough evidence to believe

you are not divine, and continue sleeping.

or pretend to?

That on this hero’s journey

You can keep on with the refusals

Till the end?

Living like loving,

Is not A because;

It’s a

No matter What.

~ Rhea